| Wow, I just decided to look back at older entries here. I almost can't believe that it was really me posting those. I sound f*@king crazy. I think I was trying to to stay as sane as I could by keeping a light-hearted attitude overall though I was going through a whole lot of sh*t. It almost sounds funny now to read all of it with the way I wrote my entries. But actually half the time I was miserable. It's amazing I haven't ever turned to drugs. |
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| Ok, today I decided to check out my old xanga after not looking at it for several months. So I discover I have a new entry. Um, I don't know who posted it but whatever. There's only 2 people who knew my new password-Zac & my friend Kirsten. I don't care who did it really though, but I just thought I'd say it wasn't me.
Anyway, yes I am gay as far as I can tell.. I have been in a loving, homosexual relationship with one man since January 24th. I don't "flaunt my colors" though & actually do some manly things like recently helping my boyfriend on a job where I tore the floor off a kitchen that was redone. I have been attracted to men as far back as I can remember though I was raised believing it was wrong & was prayed over so that the demon of homosexuality would leave me. I wanted to be straight & so I was glad I finally had a girlfriend. I dated her for 10 months but I would not have really been happy if I would have stayed with her. Anyway, that's all I have to say for now. |
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| It's time for me to come out of my cacoon and flutter. I am gay, and I'm ready to flaunt my colours. I love boys. |
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| I think this might be my last xanga entry. I am bored with this. Have a great summer everyone! |
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| Oh man! Mondays are the best. I had a great day with Nate yesterday. Classes sucked. I didn't like hearing that I have an Algebra test Wednesday & at the end of English I had my 3rd essay given back to me & I received 3 out of 30 possible points on it. That's just wrong even if it was late. It was an excellent paper. I'm scared for my final grade in that class. |
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